Just the Three of Us
1989 and a summer that scorched New York City were on my mind, making me sweat profusely as a newly arrived student from Barcelona. I knew Julio, an old friend from childhood that I had kept in touch with by correspondence, and he offered me the spare room in his flat if I ever came to visit.
After leaving my family’s home, I travelled to take a break and re-focus on what career I wanted, on what I should do to become independent from my family. My friend Julio was once a vicious bully at school, but took a liking to me for reasons he never shared. Perhaps I was distracted by the family problems I had witnessed and never bothered to ask about.
Well, I was content with having someone to talk to after class for a change. We took long walks outside the city to smoke together and to have a great time as often as we could. As with many school outcasts, he taught me his ways and I shared my toys with him in this new companionship. Ah, childhood…
He left home to live in New York in his late teens with relatives from his Father’s side, many of whom he detested, but the possibility of a new life got the best of him. He opened his own automotive body repair shop in the Bronx, and I would help him on my available days. No work was beneath me while I was looking for a great college and a new career. He had a whole new life, which was something I wanted to earn myself.
After he picked me up from LaGuardia airport, we arrived at a very shabby-looking building and he showed me his new home in the city, located in the East Village in what he told me was called “Alphabet City” for its avenues named by letters. This is where I stayed. After unpacking, I lay back on my new bed, listened to the sounds of the metropolis coming from the open window and smiled with anticipation.
One night, after working at Julio’s auto body shop, I left a little early to recover from some greasy food he and I ate for lunch. I tried my best to purchase items at a Deli or to buy fresh vegetables, but this time I was not up to cooking and paid the price. I took the train home and walked a short distance to the apartment building. I walked up the flight of stairs and came face-to-face with a young couple walking downstairs. Both looked great, in what looked like a re-styled 60’s bohemian printed cotton chemise on her and a collarless orange batik print shirt on him.
My mother was a client of Loris Azzaro and Nina Ricci in the 70’s, where she took me on days when she had had enough of my sloppy cleaning habits. She taught me so much about quality and style; her guidance led me to take better care of my garments and to appreciate good taste in clothing from other people. I remember her L’Air du Temps perfume in the iconic Lalique flacon.
For much of my childhood with her, I used to read a lot of Jules Verne books, Agatha Christie novels and Robert Heinlein’s stunning visions of the future in science fiction. Before and after her divorce to Father, she would come home after parties in what I would describe as a heroine’s wardrobe. It was an unforgettable life that seemed like a great novel come to life…
The couple did not just take a casual glance at me: they stopped to smile and stare brazenly. I felt uncomfortable. Were they looking at my dirty appearance? No, there was something aggressively inviting about how they engaged me. Both introduced themselves as Nikolai and Polina, the newlywed visiting neighbours from Moscow occupying the sublet flat across the hallway from my friend and me. They asked me, “Would you like to come over for a drink with us in an hour?” I hesitated for one full second, but said yes. I walked briskly to the door and let myself in to hear my fast breathing.
I purged the contents of my stomach and immediately felt better. Because I had admired the couple as a stylish duo earlier, I wore slim chocolate pinstriped summer-weight wool trousers, caramel brogues and an easy crewneck short-sleeved cobalt blue silk knit t-shirt for the friendly drink meeting. After a short trip to the local wine store, I found out they had nice Chiantis in stock and I picked one out as a gift for them.
After one knock at the door, Nikolai opened it and invited me in. He showed a mischievous grin when he saw the Chianti, thanked me and took it to the kitchen. Nena’s 99 Luftballons was playing on their stereo, and it brought good memories of 1984. Where was Polina? I would know in a moment, but just then Nikolai offered me a tall glass of good, straight-up Russian vodka. The effect was felt quickly and thoroughly, since I had not consumed any spirits for months. Some light conversation took place between us and he kept serving me this (by now) great vodka. Nothing prepared me for what happened next: Polina opened the door of the bedroom, completely naked except for black satin high-heeled pumps. She walked over to where her husband and I were chatting and gave me a lusty kiss. The look on my face must have made both of them laugh, but I was close to being completely drunk, and my bewilderment gave way to excitement.
Both took me by the hand, and together we walked into the bedroom. Polina undressed me and seduced me with her lips and eyes. At first, Nikolai removed his clothes, walked to the edge of the bed and watched me devour his wife. He slowly guided the pace at which I was breathing and having sex with her. She looked at me with what was now full ecstasy and suddenly, I felt Nikolai’s hand on my shoulder. I thought he would join me in the ravishment of Polina, but instead, he made me stop and embraced me from behind. I felt his hot breath on my ear, and he ran his hands up and down my torso slowly. Perhaps it was the vodka and this complete surprise, but I did not object to his touch.
After she and I were satisfied, I got up and put my clothes back on. Nikolai’s behaviour puzzled me a bit, but I accepted his invitation to return the next night. I saw myself out of their home, walked quietly back to the flat and greeted Julio with a brotherly hug. He smelled the vodka on me and asked if I had had a good time. I do not know why I hesitated then to tell him about my encounter. Instead, I lied and said I had been out for some drinks at a bar. I knew what had happened was not a dream, but it left me with some disquieting new thoughts about my sexuality, which I decided were best left unshared.
I went back to them every night of that summer. Polina and I made love while Nikolai slowly seduced me, and one afternoon I accepted the sensuality of his homoeroticism and we made love to each other. If this was a battle, aggression became the relentless exploration of our bodies. Every surrender and thrust was transformed by touch and breath into a dance. At first I could not stand my insistent desire to release tension and feel the insane moment of the conquest, but I slowly learned to enjoy our dance and listen to the music we offered each other. I made love to her as he guided me, and then he and I loved each other. Polina’s expression of jealousy and lust was the call for a new dance between the three of us.
My happiness with them ended when they returned to Moscow in August of that year. We went out for a farewell drink together in SoHo. I wrote letters to both for many months. They wrote back and promised to love me again when they returned the following summer. They told me they missed me as I missed them. I could move in with both if I wished to do so, and it would be just the three of us. I looked forward to it.
© Text: Orlando Barahona
© Image 1: Tomás Fano/Flickr
© Image 2: Alex Barth/Flickr
This work by Orlando Barahona is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License.
He left home to live in New York in his late teens with relatives from his Father’s side, many of whom he detested, but the possibility of a new life got the best of him. He opened his own automotive body repair shop in the Bronx, and I would help him on my available days. No work was beneath me while I was looking for a great college and a new career. He had a whole new life, which was something I wanted to earn myself.
After he picked me up from LaGuardia airport, we arrived at a very shabby-looking building and he showed me his new home in the city, located in the East Village in what he told me was called “Alphabet City” for its avenues named by letters. This is where I stayed. After unpacking, I lay back on my new bed, listened to the sounds of the metropolis coming from the open window and smiled with anticipation.
One night, after working at Julio’s auto body shop, I left a little early to recover from some greasy food he and I ate for lunch. I tried my best to purchase items at a Deli or to buy fresh vegetables, but this time I was not up to cooking and paid the price. I took the train home and walked a short distance to the apartment building. I walked up the flight of stairs and came face-to-face with a young couple walking downstairs. Both looked great, in what looked like a re-styled 60’s bohemian printed cotton chemise on her and a collarless orange batik print shirt on him.
My mother was a client of Loris Azzaro and Nina Ricci in the 70’s, where she took me on days when she had had enough of my sloppy cleaning habits. She taught me so much about quality and style; her guidance led me to take better care of my garments and to appreciate good taste in clothing from other people. I remember her L’Air du Temps perfume in the iconic Lalique flacon.
For much of my childhood with her, I used to read a lot of Jules Verne books, Agatha Christie novels and Robert Heinlein’s stunning visions of the future in science fiction. Before and after her divorce to Father, she would come home after parties in what I would describe as a heroine’s wardrobe. It was an unforgettable life that seemed like a great novel come to life…
The couple did not just take a casual glance at me: they stopped to smile and stare brazenly. I felt uncomfortable. Were they looking at my dirty appearance? No, there was something aggressively inviting about how they engaged me. Both introduced themselves as Nikolai and Polina, the newlywed visiting neighbours from Moscow occupying the sublet flat across the hallway from my friend and me. They asked me, “Would you like to come over for a drink with us in an hour?” I hesitated for one full second, but said yes. I walked briskly to the door and let myself in to hear my fast breathing.
I purged the contents of my stomach and immediately felt better. Because I had admired the couple as a stylish duo earlier, I wore slim chocolate pinstriped summer-weight wool trousers, caramel brogues and an easy crewneck short-sleeved cobalt blue silk knit t-shirt for the friendly drink meeting. After a short trip to the local wine store, I found out they had nice Chiantis in stock and I picked one out as a gift for them.
After one knock at the door, Nikolai opened it and invited me in. He showed a mischievous grin when he saw the Chianti, thanked me and took it to the kitchen. Nena’s 99 Luftballons was playing on their stereo, and it brought good memories of 1984. Where was Polina? I would know in a moment, but just then Nikolai offered me a tall glass of good, straight-up Russian vodka. The effect was felt quickly and thoroughly, since I had not consumed any spirits for months. Some light conversation took place between us and he kept serving me this (by now) great vodka. Nothing prepared me for what happened next: Polina opened the door of the bedroom, completely naked except for black satin high-heeled pumps. She walked over to where her husband and I were chatting and gave me a lusty kiss. The look on my face must have made both of them laugh, but I was close to being completely drunk, and my bewilderment gave way to excitement.
Both took me by the hand, and together we walked into the bedroom. Polina undressed me and seduced me with her lips and eyes. At first, Nikolai removed his clothes, walked to the edge of the bed and watched me devour his wife. He slowly guided the pace at which I was breathing and having sex with her. She looked at me with what was now full ecstasy and suddenly, I felt Nikolai’s hand on my shoulder. I thought he would join me in the ravishment of Polina, but instead, he made me stop and embraced me from behind. I felt his hot breath on my ear, and he ran his hands up and down my torso slowly. Perhaps it was the vodka and this complete surprise, but I did not object to his touch.
After she and I were satisfied, I got up and put my clothes back on. Nikolai’s behaviour puzzled me a bit, but I accepted his invitation to return the next night. I saw myself out of their home, walked quietly back to the flat and greeted Julio with a brotherly hug. He smelled the vodka on me and asked if I had had a good time. I do not know why I hesitated then to tell him about my encounter. Instead, I lied and said I had been out for some drinks at a bar. I knew what had happened was not a dream, but it left me with some disquieting new thoughts about my sexuality, which I decided were best left unshared.
I went back to them every night of that summer. Polina and I made love while Nikolai slowly seduced me, and one afternoon I accepted the sensuality of his homoeroticism and we made love to each other. If this was a battle, aggression became the relentless exploration of our bodies. Every surrender and thrust was transformed by touch and breath into a dance. At first I could not stand my insistent desire to release tension and feel the insane moment of the conquest, but I slowly learned to enjoy our dance and listen to the music we offered each other. I made love to her as he guided me, and then he and I loved each other. Polina’s expression of jealousy and lust was the call for a new dance between the three of us.
My happiness with them ended when they returned to Moscow in August of that year. We went out for a farewell drink together in SoHo. I wrote letters to both for many months. They wrote back and promised to love me again when they returned the following summer. They told me they missed me as I missed them. I could move in with both if I wished to do so, and it would be just the three of us. I looked forward to it.
© Text: Orlando Barahona
© Image 1: Tomás Fano/Flickr
© Image 2: Alex Barth/Flickr
This work by Orlando Barahona is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License. 